Sup I'm back and I'm gonna have a small post for the preview of SS4. I will have the real one after the boyfriend fan meeting tmrw ^^
I miss you guys T_T
There are more pictures coming in after tmrw! The security guards are really strict, people around me kept getting caught by taking photos and videos. I only dared to take pictures and photos after the first few performances. So, these are really precious photos, credit my name: choongshingyi if you wanna post on web alright?
School was fine today. We've cleared our geog test2 and everyone was like phew ◠◡◠ hehe I love today as school dismissed early and we've no remedial, so me n kx decided to head to adm for our magazines! And weihow followed us. Omg we're so excited for the teens and teenage magazines, why? Because there are super show 4 poster and Boyfriend's interviews inside them! Ok I must admit that me n kx are really crazy haha, when I told her about it in class, we were so excited and hugged each other hahahaha yes we're insane!
After getting our magazines, we bought bubble tea @sweet talk. Here comes my disappointment. I really like to Milk tea, especially Each a cup's @ion, the milk tea is really nice and the pearls are so chewy! But, the sweet talk's pearls really cmi, they are too soft. The milk tea is nice though.. Nevermind, shall never buy milk tea from any bubble tea shops except for Ion's each a cup!
Otw otw otw..... to my house! Kexin was going to help me with my fanboard and cutting mp3 on itunes etc etc. And so we had loads of nonsense, laughters and fun!
and so this is me cutting the name
hehe credit: kx
so this is my idea: as u can see
his name in the middle n on the rhs i'm gonna place a bigger pic
and for the lhs hmm i've no idea yet.......
I know some of you wonder why I love this rookie group so much when they had just debuted last year in May, so let me tell you why. Despite being the rookie group, my 6 boyfriends work hard, even harder than other rookie groups. They had won the GDA, SBS awards, why not other groups but them? There must be reasons, isn't? They not only have 6 pretty faces but also want to be known as an idol group with real music talent! And yes, they're all talented. They are talented, humble and honest, these attracted me. Not only these, their average age is at about 18, youngest 17 same as me. They are still in their teens and they had achieved so much, even more then me and you, awesome? yes.
Huhu it's valentine's today and I didn't receive any flowers from anyone T_T foreveralone haha whatever.. Who says we must celebrate today with bf n gf? valentine's can also be fun by celebrating it with your fellow friends and schoolmates!
There's no remedial today for both me n kx so we decided to go to the library! Hais it's CT next week and we really need to study hard and do our work. Play hard and study even harder phew. I must do well in my O's!! And so, after 2hrs of studying and stuff, we went hunting for my favorite Chendol ^^v
oh gosh my cui face ... n eyebags..
HEHEHE SO YEAH
I spent my valentine's with limlim xx
Ahhhh I can't wait to change my phone y'know :( but damn singtel, there's no more stocks for iphone4s.. I want it before this Saturday.. sigh. Somemore my bb are having problems with me, sometimes it's so frustrating, the phone keep on hanging ugh.
Anyway 4 MORE DAYS TO SS4
yeeeehuuuuuuu
the only way to see the awesome sapphire blue sea...
So as usual, me and kx went for our Korean lesson!!!! Chee cheong fun n shopping spree @fareast before that :D woo shop for bags and I finally bought my ✞tank<3
tada again our chee cheong fun
Shopping spreeeeee
Limlim's ; Mine :p
After that, we off to City hall! We're really interested to learn but 2 hours plus of lesson is really too long -_- And we started playing Simsimi LOL Ask stupid question and got asssss responds hahahha
HAHAHAHHAHA
and we camwhore lol
Phew long long lesson finally over!!! We're so damn hungry arghhh and we headed to plaza sing for our topokki!!!! ^^ Wow S O M A N Y P E O P L E . Luckily they had cleared the 2person-table for us!
while waiting for the foooooood
TOPOKKI
OMG I'M FEELING HUNGRY NOW T_T
see this girl tsk tsk tamchiak
in the end woohoo
haha actually still left some rice cakes but we couldn't finish them :(
i tell u what
I LOVE SATURDAY
and I'm a bumble bee........ hahahah
Saturday: had fun, good food, enjoyed myself with limlim<3 I can't wait for next Saturday OMG IT'S SUPER SHOW 4!!!!!! Can't wait to see my husbands and I'm gonna take loads loads loads of pics i don't care
MINE FAIL -_-
i think we're too cute muahahaha
i luv her xoxo
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when you realize that you had lost them, they ain't coming back for you anymore y'know?
the one that kills me ain't hurting you
-the wanted
feeling hurt and sad nowadays after hearing what people have been doing behind my back, sometimes I do ask myself what have I done to be treated that way?
Feeling depress? stress? lost? Well, you need to read this.
Choose Life
Which of us can get to the end of our days without being struck down by trouble so great that we are "ready to fall"? Perhaps someone you love has left you or been snatched from you by death or you have done something wrong and are overburdened by the backpack of guilt you are carrying.The worst part of it is that when these crises come, we can't imagine a way out. We may try various forms of running away - smoking, alcohol, meaningless love affairs.
But never forget, we are here on earth to live, to experience whatever comes, to act on that experience as well as we can, and hence to grow. Life is a candle meant to burn ever brighter, a fire meant to light other fires. Learn to rise and walk, to cherish life against the exhaustion of guilt or sorrow or failure, to hold on until the lights come on again. How do we come to that moment when even in our despair we can say, "Maybe, just maybe, I can try again?"
First, invite yourself to live. Forgive yourself and others. Stand your own values, speak well of yourself, inwardly and loud. Be as generous to yourself as yourself as you would be to others. Then stop expecting you will fail. So what if you do? Remember that we often fail because we try for something bigger than ourselvesand that is what we should be doing. We fear that the concern of others will renew our pain. And it is true that we do need time to be alone. But we must not stay for too long on that island in time, for in the end the way back to life is through out kinship with others. In order to rise and walk gain, we must love. Find a compassionate person to whom you can talk from the bottom of your heart.
And don't forget to reach out to help. Give your time and concern to others, thus healing yourself. Look around you, too, in the lovely world of nature. Here another life ins going on - the life of tree and flower, brook, bird. After so, you may find yourself thinking, 'Just to have been born, just to have lived at all - how wonderful that is!'
- Reader's Digest
We only live once
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Through my sixteen years of life, I did experience these whereby I felt depress and sad. Wondering why people around me are leaving but I know, this is part of the experience of life. I scared to give in again, give in too much concern, when others don't really care what I feel. But I know that we only live once, open to others and treat them the way that you wanted to be treated, life would be easier.
When the storms feels like it could blow you out remember
